the words are itching to come out.
eager, ready, charged
to tell the story of the manchild, who loves sunflowers, beans
and sad pop songs
the me who i know i be..
wise, charming, jovial
sensitive
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its always about me. why?
BECAUSE
I like me, and i know others who like me
and
i still very much like you.
you, who my thoughts desire most
you, who spoke to me so sweetly
you, who always asks why?
you, who I play with often in my chamber of thoughts
you, who i’ve created in my life
how is it that i created you in my life and you’re currently not as present as I’d like you to be?
oh sweet things, we had fun.
i feel like i learned a lot around you,
i am what i am & it is what it is.
so ya, i know we gots lots to discover, so bring it on.
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where are you buddy?
doesn’t it feel like im cancelling you out.
when is it time to end something?
when is it time to put a great friend on a back burner and let it sit forever?
i hope never.
friend, i love you & i’ll catch you in a bit.
keep going and going.
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i know, time is creeping up on us.
but you too, trust me
we got time boo
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the main event
so i wanna be a, artiste, creator, optimist
and i admire those who do things like such
and are successful
& i have tons of ideas
like, i can be a writer
i really enjoy collage art
i love to be active
i can be spiritual
what i am saying is that i wanna start building a basis for my ideal lifestyle
[start living my dreams]
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the cops are outside, the cops are inside
cops are everywhere.
so be alert, be cautious
and stay aware.
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why is it that i believe in so much & i don’t even know what i am doing?
does it get easier?
what can i understand?
is this real?
show me a sign that illustrates how i can seriously feel my way through something desired
and see it play out in my life?
is this cult thinking?
don’t answer that//
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they cut down the weeping willows in front of the church you see everyday
those were beautiful trees
in the night, the moon light would cast them so nicely
they captured all the light.
beautifully framed.
it was a sight to see.
especially when the leaves fell!
it makes me smile, the memories of them.
and i’ll do just fine
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sincerely, Donald
xx